1 00:00:10,090 --> 00:00:12,290 I can't wait to see if I get pregnant. 2 00:00:16,010 --> 00:00:17,310 I had done everything. 3 00:00:18,310 --> 00:00:23,330 Charting my temperature before the sun was up, logging every shift in my cycle, 4 00:00:23,730 --> 00:00:28,770 tracking hormones like it was my full -time job, pulling my husband into bed 5 00:00:28,770 --> 00:00:30,370 moment our perfect window opened. 6 00:00:30,950 --> 00:00:35,330 We wanted a baby so badly. It felt like our whole lives revolved around those 7 00:00:35,330 --> 00:00:38,710 few days each month. And still, nothing. 8 00:00:39,520 --> 00:00:45,760 No lines on tests, no answers, just hope, draining slower each time. 9 00:00:48,280 --> 00:00:52,740 When my father -in -law suggested a fertility specialist, my husband finally 10 00:00:52,740 --> 00:00:56,000 agreed, even though I knew how much it bruised his pride. 11 00:00:56,460 --> 00:01:01,260 But as he booked the appointment, all I could think was that maybe the problem 12 00:01:01,260 --> 00:01:02,260 wasn't him at all. 13 00:01:02,420 --> 00:01:03,620 Maybe it was me. 14 00:01:04,019 --> 00:01:06,400 Maybe I was the one who was faulty. 15 00:01:13,200 --> 00:01:14,200 All right, honey. 16 00:01:14,360 --> 00:01:15,360 I'm going to take off. 17 00:01:18,840 --> 00:01:19,980 You're going to be fine, son. 18 00:01:21,180 --> 00:01:22,800 I just feel like I'm letting you down, Dad. 19 00:01:23,380 --> 00:01:24,860 You and Mom never had these problems. 20 00:01:25,900 --> 00:01:27,080 Don't you worry about that. 21 00:01:28,480 --> 00:01:32,060 You're going to be in good hands with the doctor. He's really good. He's 22 00:01:32,060 --> 00:01:33,060 a lot of friends of mine. 23 00:01:35,960 --> 00:01:37,080 He's going to get you fixed up. 24 00:01:37,780 --> 00:01:38,759 Wish me luck. 25 00:01:38,760 --> 00:01:40,260 Yeah, take your time. Don't rush back. 26 00:02:00,200 --> 00:02:03,480 So, what is this? Is that an ovulation heart? 27 00:02:04,660 --> 00:02:06,280 Yeah. Yeah, it is. 28 00:02:07,220 --> 00:02:08,340 Mind if I take a look? 29 00:02:08,620 --> 00:02:09,620 Sure. 30 00:02:30,380 --> 00:02:31,380 the meticulous. 31 00:02:32,560 --> 00:02:39,440 Thank you. Yeah, it's a lot of work, but without the result, 32 00:02:39,520 --> 00:02:46,240 it kind of feels like I'm doing something wrong or like I'm the problem 33 00:02:47,740 --> 00:02:51,740 Look, I've seen this so many times with friends. 34 00:02:53,360 --> 00:02:55,440 It's never the woman's fault. 35 00:02:56,260 --> 00:02:57,480 It just isn't. 36 00:03:01,960 --> 00:03:06,920 I do hope that, you know, that doctor is as good as you say he is. Oh, yeah. 37 00:03:06,980 --> 00:03:13,900 Trust me. He's going to get the best service around. 38 00:03:14,060 --> 00:03:15,060 He's really good. 39 00:03:16,320 --> 00:03:17,940 He's helped a lot of friends of mine. 40 00:03:18,700 --> 00:03:20,740 You know, I've even helped a few women myself. 41 00:03:23,760 --> 00:03:27,580 By referring them to the doctor? 42 00:03:36,780 --> 00:03:40,840 Is this, wait, is this what you mean by helping your friends? 43 00:03:42,000 --> 00:03:43,000 Yeah, 44 00:03:44,320 --> 00:03:51,060 I can help out. I've really helped, and this is 45 00:03:51,060 --> 00:03:54,600 where the real magic's going to happen. 46 00:03:55,200 --> 00:03:58,840 I can't cheat on my husband, especially not with his dad. 47 00:04:00,280 --> 00:04:05,760 Well, look, my son is in good hands. 48 00:04:10,219 --> 00:04:14,600 He'll never know that the kid is not his. 49 00:04:17,779 --> 00:04:18,779 This is wrong. 50 00:04:19,440 --> 00:04:25,040 You're my husband's dad. I mean, I thought the doctor was supposed to help. 51 00:04:25,680 --> 00:04:26,680 Oh, he will. 52 00:04:27,380 --> 00:04:29,060 I've helped with a lot of friends, too. 53 00:04:30,120 --> 00:04:33,860 I helped with one so well that she had twins. 54 00:04:34,780 --> 00:04:36,660 I don't know. I mean... 55 00:04:39,010 --> 00:04:41,190 You want to get pregnant, right? 56 00:04:42,150 --> 00:04:44,790 That's all I want to do. 57 00:04:45,910 --> 00:04:51,110 That's all we've been working for, but... Okay, so just focus on me right 58 00:04:52,610 --> 00:04:55,370 And he's in good hands with the doctor. 59 00:05:11,240 --> 00:05:12,540 It's just, it feels so wrong. 60 00:05:14,540 --> 00:05:18,900 Are you sure that this is the only way? 61 00:05:21,520 --> 00:05:24,980 I had really good success. I had really good swimmers. 62 00:05:51,660 --> 00:05:52,880 It's so bad. 63 00:05:53,580 --> 00:05:54,580 That's right. 64 00:06:24,400 --> 00:06:25,820 I do really love babies. 65 00:06:26,720 --> 00:06:27,780 I know you do. 66 00:06:29,060 --> 00:06:30,540 And you're going to be a great mother. 67 00:06:33,600 --> 00:06:35,420 You're going to have that pregnancy glow. 68 00:07:00,840 --> 00:07:02,540 You really want that baby, right? 69 00:08:16,270 --> 00:08:20,210 It'll all be worth it once I have a baby in me. 70 00:09:40,280 --> 00:09:41,660 Thank you. 71 00:10:12,140 --> 00:10:13,260 Oh my God. 72 00:11:08,790 --> 00:11:10,010 Let's take these off. 73 00:11:30,060 --> 00:11:32,240 See, I can even taste the juniper syrup. 74 00:12:34,220 --> 00:12:35,420 I really want to be a mom. 75 00:13:10,920 --> 00:13:12,640 I'll be right back. 76 00:14:13,480 --> 00:14:14,480 Thank you. 77 00:16:11,980 --> 00:16:14,280 It feels like it's happened this time. 78 00:17:02,989 --> 00:17:05,790 Thank you. 79 00:17:23,200 --> 00:17:24,200 Thank you. 80 00:19:02,080 --> 00:19:03,720 I am so... 81 00:20:21,130 --> 00:20:22,130 Oh, my God. 82 00:20:23,050 --> 00:20:24,050 Yes. 83 00:20:24,590 --> 00:20:25,590 Oh, 84 00:20:26,510 --> 00:20:33,110 my hands are so ready to be fertilized. 85 00:22:18,320 --> 00:22:22,620 Keep going. I don't want you to waste your time. 86 00:25:29,130 --> 00:25:30,330 I'm just going to take this pillow. 87 00:26:24,970 --> 00:26:25,970 Thank you. 88 00:30:43,370 --> 00:30:44,370 Mm. 89 00:31:49,710 --> 00:31:54,330 I feel like my eggs are going to be ready for your sheets. 90 00:33:39,340 --> 00:33:42,060 stay deep inside. I don't always just single drop. 91 00:34:39,120 --> 00:34:40,120 Like this is the one. 92 00:36:36,330 --> 00:36:37,450 I'm ready for it. 93 00:36:37,690 --> 00:36:40,230 I'm ready for your speed. 94 00:37:06,250 --> 00:37:07,890 Yes. Yes. 95 00:37:08,430 --> 00:37:12,670 Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. 96 00:37:16,030 --> 00:37:17,430 Yes. 97 00:37:50,070 --> 00:37:51,290 Yeah, look at that. 98 00:37:53,270 --> 00:37:55,210 Thank you. 99 00:37:58,350 --> 00:37:59,670 It'll all be worth it. 100 00:38:01,450 --> 00:38:03,230 I can't wait to be a mom. 101 00:38:04,990 --> 00:38:06,330 You're gonna be a good mom. 102 00:38:11,840 --> 00:38:14,360 One, two, three. 103 00:38:14,980 --> 00:38:16,260 Oh my God. 104 00:38:18,220 --> 00:38:19,980 I can't believe it. 105 00:38:21,040 --> 00:38:22,140 Oh my God. 106 00:38:23,580 --> 00:38:28,740 I can't believe it. 107 00:38:28,940 --> 00:38:31,080 I know. I'm so excited. 108 00:38:42,730 --> 00:38:43,770 because Gia might get pregnant.